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i want one.
well…i guess i know who i’m not marrying. in a way its a relief.
could this really be woosh?
5 years later and love looks different out this window. it’s hazy and mysterious but it’s peace. and its been 5 years in coming.
ferrets are gross animals.
i wanna watch the sound of music real real bad
and i over analyze a lot. way a lot.
ps don’t ever describe a girl as “bland” without makeup on. even if it is true.
(Source: you-save-oceans-baby, via tabbysoup)
bills. BILLS BILLS BILLS. couple that with trying to scrape together a savings account and you have me.
i’m so overwhelmed i wanna cry. and that’s just out of the outer layer of sheer panic. i hate the logistics of growing up.
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh(tears)aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh(tears)aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh
-poor girl in the hood
(via theoutbound)
Also, my daughter is a turkey.
GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE. my niece is little chunk of adorable…
im alive.
but that’s all i got. the rest has been drained from me.
im still alive, just stressed out. too stressed out to vent.
!
that’s all i have to say
For the longest time, about five years, i’ve considered “this” to be a transitional state. A place to rest, no rest is to permanent a word. A place to lean against while on my way back to Richmond. A place to be rid of and a state to cast aside AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
Tonight, it hit me.
This is no transitional position. “This,” is my life. I May go back to Richmond. But i’m not missing it like i used to. I’m moving on. I’m building a home here. I hate it and it’s scary. And i still loathe this area. Northern Virginia is a concrete spaghetti bowl full of bitterness and meanies.
But it’s home. I have a good job. I have a place to live, and could potentially move on my own soonish. My neice is here. My family is here.
i am here. and i guess Richmond can wait.
but i have an alter ego. Her name is amy. She comes out when i’m intoxicated, dealing with overly touchy feely men, or ordering food at Panera Bread or anywhere else requiring a name.
amy likes whisky, breadbowls, and men she shouldn’t.
catch her when you can, she’s like a shadow. Constantly changing.
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Bro and I will cut you.
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